Sunday Scaries? NOPE, Sunday Sleepies!
Aug. 10th, 2025 08:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Bits of progress was made on writing AND P5X today!!
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Anyways, hope you guys had a peaceful and restful Sunday!! I’ll be prepping for the MEGA heatwave we have coming, so keep your fingers crossed for me and send ice cream and flavored sparkling water!! ^ o^)/ 🥤🍨
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Anyways, hope you guys had a peaceful and restful Sunday!! I’ll be prepping for the MEGA heatwave we have coming, so keep your fingers crossed for me and send ice cream and flavored sparkling water!! ^ o^)/ 🥤🍨
Fic: For Lack of Attention (A Drabble Saga); G-T
Aug. 10th, 2025 05:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: For Lack of Attention
Fandom: Final Fantasy XII
Characters/Pairings: Basch & Penelo, mainly.
Rating: G - Tish
Spoilers/Warnings: In a Post-Canon setting where Basch may or may not have been exonerated, but it doesn't particularly matter here, I think.
Word Count: 1800 (8 Drabbles, 2 Doubles, 2 Triples)
Summary: At an Imperial gala in Archades, Basch escorts the lovely Penelo and...things happen. Stop at Part 3 if you want to keep it innocent, keep reading if you want to intimately scratch my brain.
( For Lack of Attention: The Complete Drabble Saga )
Fandom: Final Fantasy XII
Characters/Pairings: Basch & Penelo, mainly.
Rating: G - Tish
Spoilers/Warnings: In a Post-Canon setting where Basch may or may not have been exonerated, but it doesn't particularly matter here, I think.
Word Count: 1800 (8 Drabbles, 2 Doubles, 2 Triples)
Summary: At an Imperial gala in Archades, Basch escorts the lovely Penelo and...things happen. Stop at Part 3 if you want to keep it innocent, keep reading if you want to intimately scratch my brain.
( For Lack of Attention: The Complete Drabble Saga )
Creative Progress? CREATIVE PROGRESS!
Aug. 9th, 2025 04:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So out of curiosity (while I get my drawing skills up, at least), I went looking to see if there were MMD models for Ren and Nagisa b/c I at least know my way around the program from having used it way back in the day. (I also plan to make them in Paralives when that comes in December, but STILL xD)
I FOUND THEM.

escuse me while I relearn the program and POTENTIALLY MAKE 3D RENAGI ART I AM LOSING MY MIND
Also made progress on a bunch of my ReNagi drafts (b/c I have WAY TOO MANY at this point and I need to stop feeding the GAPING MAW of the WIP Demon xD), so I'll hopefully get around to posting those soon! I might stagger it since I don't wanna spam DHJKDHSJKDS but I WILL say I at least appreciate folks for indulging me in my craziness about them!! I just love them so so much!! ; u;
This also leaves it open for me to grab Leona’s and Malleus' MMD models, too... 🤔
I FOUND THEM.

escuse me while I relearn the program and POTENTIALLY MAKE 3D RENAGI ART I AM LOSING MY MIND
Also made progress on a bunch of my ReNagi drafts (b/c I have WAY TOO MANY at this point and I need to stop feeding the GAPING MAW of the WIP Demon xD), so I'll hopefully get around to posting those soon! I might stagger it since I don't wanna spam DHJKDHSJKDS but I WILL say I at least appreciate folks for indulging me in my craziness about them!! I just love them so so much!! ; u;
This also leaves it open for me to grab Leona’s and Malleus' MMD models, too... 🤔
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Aug. 9th, 2025 11:25 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Since Alamy deleted the Ida Lupino and Conrad Veidt having a time seperately either before or after their A Woman's Face radio recording, it's now on the Internet Archive :)
chiaroscuros on Pillowfort shouted out the Festival Internacional de Cine Recobrado de Valparaíso. Liebe macht blind has been uncovered, an almost-pristine copy even, and it's going to premiere there. Seems like a fun film. Connie is ridiculous.
During a convo with
liadt, I was reminded of something that apparently Connie told Paul Henreid, about only taking the role of Strasser for the money (to give to the Brits, probably). As I tried finding the source, we got this instead.
- Round Up the Usual Suspects: the Making of Casablanca: Bogart, Bergman, and World War II
Files, which are an absolute mess. Bet the "pro-Axis" thing is just plain xenophobia (ya know, ew German), and bet that, had he lived and stayed in America, he would be grey-or-blacklisted like many of his buddies. I'm now scared for Lili (she became an agent in the film industry).
chiaroscuros on Pillowfort shouted out the Festival Internacional de Cine Recobrado de Valparaíso. Liebe macht blind has been uncovered, an almost-pristine copy even, and it's going to premiere there. Seems like a fun film. Connie is ridiculous.
During a convo with
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Conrad Veidt's [FBI] files manage to have their cake and eat it too. Veidt is accused of having pro-Axis leanings and of being associated with fervent anti-Fascists.
The day that Veidt finished work on Casablanca, July 20, 1942, he had plans for the evening. According to FBI file No. 100-3514, Veidt was to be a speaker at the Free Peoples' Dinner held at the Beverly Hills Hotel under the auspices of the Joint Anti-Fascist Refugee Committee and the Council on African Affairs. Guests included the mayor of Los Angeles, the vice-consul of the USSR, Charles Laughton, Major William Wyler, and an FBI agent who detailed the pro-Russian sentiments of the guest of honor, Paul Robeson. Although Veidt's name was on the program, he never showed up. He may have gone out to celebrate the end of his role in Casablanca or simply gone home to bed. But the fact that he was expected to appear is on file forever.
- Round Up the Usual Suspects: the Making of Casablanca: Bogart, Bergman, and World War II
Files, which are an absolute mess. Bet the "pro-Axis" thing is just plain xenophobia (ya know, ew German), and bet that, had he lived and stayed in America, he would be grey-or-blacklisted like many of his buddies. I'm now scared for Lili (she became an agent in the film industry).
The Fannish 50 #21: Resident Evil and the Problem w/Windows…
Aug. 8th, 2025 09:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
HAPPY FANNISH 50 FRIDAY!! I am fresh from a nap with SPOOKY TIEMS
21. Have you ever had to stop playing a game because it was too scary?
YES, YES, AND YES. I saw this question and IMMEDIATELY went back to my days with the first Resident Evil, and anyone’s whose anyone will probably know EXACTLY what scene I’m getting ready to talk about.
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21. Have you ever had to stop playing a game because it was too scary?
YES, YES, AND YES. I saw this question and IMMEDIATELY went back to my days with the first Resident Evil, and anyone’s whose anyone will probably know EXACTLY what scene I’m getting ready to talk about.
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Thought Too Much and Made Myself SAD :D
Aug. 8th, 2025 05:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Not a Reddit post having me feeling self-conscious but anyways please know that you're never obligated to read my stuff, nor am I entitled to your time in such a way. The last thing I want is to share my writing with someone and they didn't like it and didn't know how to tell me/didn't want to tell me out of fear of upsetting me. ; u;
aka "Trishelle GET THE HELL OFF REDDIT" xD
aka "Trishelle GET THE HELL OFF REDDIT" xD
The Heatwave Persists but I STAY SILLY
Aug. 7th, 2025 12:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I think it's INCREDIBLY telling that I was stuck on a boss in Persona 5X yesterday and once I put Ren in the party (and actually leveled my good DPS some more xD) we won...I'M JUST SAYIN I might've won that fight on the wings of ReNagi's love I'M JUST SAYIN....
My ship adoration shenanigans aside, I actually managed to get a bit of writing done this week (aka Trishelle was ABSOLUTELY supposed to be working on finishing up OC side stories and instead started drafting a few more ReNagi WIPs like an absolute CLOWN)!! xD We'll honestly see how this goes since I've been hella low energy the last few days, so if I get another "fuck it, we ball" wave, I'm just gonna see how much I can get done in that phase. xD
Also apparently Blaugust is a thing? I might try and participate for a bit! Not like I don't post almost daily as is, but it would be nice to try it and see if I like it, at least! One of my goals for Sunshine Revival WAS to write more, so I don't wanna do Past Me a disservice. xD
Happy Friday eve, folks!! We're almost there!!

My ship adoration shenanigans aside, I actually managed to get a bit of writing done this week (aka Trishelle was ABSOLUTELY supposed to be working on finishing up OC side stories and instead started drafting a few more ReNagi WIPs like an absolute CLOWN)!! xD We'll honestly see how this goes since I've been hella low energy the last few days, so if I get another "fuck it, we ball" wave, I'm just gonna see how much I can get done in that phase. xD
Also apparently Blaugust is a thing? I might try and participate for a bit! Not like I don't post almost daily as is, but it would be nice to try it and see if I like it, at least! One of my goals for Sunshine Revival WAS to write more, so I don't wanna do Past Me a disservice. xD
Happy Friday eve, folks!! We're almost there!!

July 2025 Books
Aug. 5th, 2025 10:56 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Nine books read this month, including one DNF.
Previous books posts:
Books 1-9 (January)
Books 10-15 (February)
Books 16-24 (March)
Books 25-33 (April)
Books 34-41 (May)
Books 42-49 (June)
( 50. The Mortal Word by Genevieve Cogman - 4.5 stars )
( 51. The Regulators by Richard Bachman - 3.5 stars )
( 52. Number One Fan by Meg Elison - 4 stars )
( 53. Morgan Is My Name by Sophie Keetch - 4 stars )
( 54. Nightcrawling by Leila Mottley - DNF )
( 55. The Longest Autumn by Amy Avery - 3 stars. SPOILERS )
( 56. The Justice of Kings by Richard Swan - 3.5 stars )
( 57. F is for Fugitive by Sue Grafton - 3 stars )
( 58. Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt - 4 stars )
Have you read any of these? What did you think?
Previous books posts:
Books 1-9 (January)
Books 10-15 (February)
Books 16-24 (March)
Books 25-33 (April)
Books 34-41 (May)
Books 42-49 (June)
( 50. The Mortal Word by Genevieve Cogman - 4.5 stars )
( 51. The Regulators by Richard Bachman - 3.5 stars )
( 52. Number One Fan by Meg Elison - 4 stars )
( 53. Morgan Is My Name by Sophie Keetch - 4 stars )
( 54. Nightcrawling by Leila Mottley - DNF )
( 55. The Longest Autumn by Amy Avery - 3 stars. SPOILERS )
( 56. The Justice of Kings by Richard Swan - 3.5 stars )
( 57. F is for Fugitive by Sue Grafton - 3 stars )
( 58. Remarkably Bright Creatures by Shelby Van Pelt - 4 stars )
Have you read any of these? What did you think?
Stats: July 2025
Aug. 4th, 2025 11:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
(Internet has been spotty, but it's doing better now)
Films Watched
Flow (2024)
Persona (1966)
Through a Glass Darkly (1961)
The Saphead (1920)
Autumn Sonata (1978)
The Perfect Match (2025)
Sex in Chains (1928)
Rosinha e os Outros Bichos do Mato (2023)
Books finished (for leisure)
Gay Berlin: Birthplace of a Modern Identity by Robert Beachy
Continental Strangers: German Exile Cinema, 1933-1951 by Gerd Gemünden
Books being read (for leisure)
Terrarium by João Barreiros and Luís Filipe Silva
Anno Dracula by Kim Newman
(Help, two very complicated books)
Arts
1 scrapped piece (FP1)
1 finished "piece" (many Torstens)
Some of dumb doodles
Words Written
That One Oberaertz Thing: 188 words (total 5200 words)
Barbara's Great Wine Search: 0 words, ugh
Pre-canon AadA fic: 289 words (total 581 words)
Miscellaneous short fics: fourteen fics (total 1456 words)
Total: 1933 words
Films Watched
Books finished (for leisure)
Books being read (for leisure)
(Help, two very complicated books)
Arts
Words Written
Total: 1933 words
Costco Cookie During Ye Olde ReNagi Hours
Aug. 3rd, 2025 05:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
idk what they putting in these Costco cookies but they got my ass HOOK, LINE, AND SINKER 🥰😋🤤
Anyways I’m sorry can I just share a passage from my current ReNagi WIP for a second b/c I wrote this at 3AM and now that I’m re-reading it I’m MELTING (just like Nagisa after Ren said this OSJFIDODJFID xD)
Saw prompt post from a writer I follow on Pillowfort and got inspired by the prompt “You make me feel like I’m home”! The entire fic is still WIP, but I really loved this passage and wanted to share!!
I'm even getting a comm to go alongside this fic I'M CRAZY (I'm sorry I keep going insane over them, I will ABSOLUTELY go crazy about ReNagi again in 1-3 business days HJDKHSJKDS)
Anyways I’m sorry can I just share a passage from my current ReNagi WIP for a second b/c I wrote this at 3AM and now that I’m re-reading it I’m MELTING (just like Nagisa after Ren said this OSJFIDODJFID xD)
Saw prompt post from a writer I follow on Pillowfort and got inspired by the prompt “You make me feel like I’m home”! The entire fic is still WIP, but I really loved this passage and wanted to share!!
“I don’t need an apartment to tell me what I already know.”
Nagisa immediately raised an eyebrow to the air, a smile unfurling on his lips. “Oh yeah? And what’s that?”
“You feel like home. Home to me is wherever you are, and always will be.” The words are immediate, not laced with Ren’s usual hesitation, words from the heart that he couldn’t hide anymore.
He’d always tried running from the truth before—realizing that he could no longer imagine a world that didn’t have Nagisa in it—but being able to bask in that truth like the warm sun after shivering in cold meant so much more.
I'm even getting a comm to go alongside this fic I'M CRAZY (I'm sorry I keep going insane over them, I will ABSOLUTELY go crazy about ReNagi again in 1-3 business days HJDKHSJKDS)
July 2025 Update
Aug. 3rd, 2025 09:13 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The writing update I have for today is not the one I wanted to have. I wanted to waltz in and proudly announce I’d met my 10 session goal for several months. Instead, I am here to report I’ve had months where I wrote 0 times at all.
It’s been a rough semester. The accelerated format of Summer has been frustrating. It isn’t an insanely short semester, just x1.5 faster, but that .5 has an impact when you’re me. And being me means you already struggle with keeping up during a full length semester.
I don’t want to wallow in the negativity. Instead, I will proudly announce a new thing in my life: Linux!
( read about reviving a 2006 laptop )
It’s been a rough semester. The accelerated format of Summer has been frustrating. It isn’t an insanely short semester, just x1.5 faster, but that .5 has an impact when you’re me. And being me means you already struggle with keeping up during a full length semester.
I don’t want to wallow in the negativity. Instead, I will proudly announce a new thing in my life: Linux!
( read about reviving a 2006 laptop )