✦ what's in a name?

Jan. 8th, 2026 10:48 pm
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salve!!! this is luca, one of mike's alters. and yes i am a fictive of luca balsa. mamma mia.

soooooooooo... i was infodumping to my partner about names and linguistics and i figured "why write a pointless essay on names when i could write an even longer pointless essay on names! ヽ(´▽`)/

okay okay so let's begin!!

names and origins and symbolisms


alva isn't actually dutch, it is pretty common in the northern regions and scandinavia. the name can also connect with the hebrew "alvah (עַלְוָה)" which means "his highness" or "rising up". in other languages alva is similar to "alfred" which means "elf".

luca & luchino both derive from the same root—the greek loukas (Λουκᾶς) and latin lucas, translating to "light" or "illumination." ironically, these names are also variants of lucifer, the fallen angel. (¬‿¬) the name can also mean "from lucania," an ancient region in italy. in the bible, saint lucas was a physician. luchino is simply the italian diminutive of luca, with the -ino suffix expressing affection or smallness.

norton comes from "northern settlement" (norþ, north; tun, settlement), and originates from old english primarily. it can also be adopted into a celtic surname, naughton. the gaelic variation is neachtain. gotta love these old english names! (˘⌣˘)

aesop comes from the greek Αἴσωπος (Aísōpos). the exact meaning is actually debated, but it may derive from "Aithiops" (Αἰθίοψ) meaning "burnt face." aesop is most famously known as the ancient greek storyteller and fabulist whose fables have been passed down through generations. i figured that aesop was named that after the storyteller but it could have been for another reason *shrugs* ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

emil derives from the latin name "aemilius" which means "rival," "emulating," or "eager." the name appears in many european languages including french (Émile), german (Emil), and russian (Эмиль/Emil). it gained popularity in the 18th and 19th centuries, partly due to rousseau's influential work "emile, or on education." considering that IDV takes place in the 19th century it makes perfect sense! honestly, emil is such a pretty name too~ (✿◠‿◠)

orpheus comes from the greek Ὀρφεύς (Orpheús), a legendary musician, poet, and prophet in ancient greek mythology. the name may be derived from "orphne" (ὄρφνη) meaning "darkness" or possibly from a pre-greek source. orpheus was known for his ability to charm all living things and even stones with his music. kinda makes sense to have him as the main protagonist tbh.

alice has germanic origins via old french, ultimately from the old german name "adalheidis" meaning "noble type" or "noble kind." it's composed of the elements "adal" (noble) and "heid" (type, kind). the name appears in various forms across languages: german (adelheid), italian (alice), and russian (Алиса/alisa).

joseph desaulniers has hebrew origins from יוֹסֵף (yosef), meaning "he (god) shall add" or "he will increase." this name appears across many cultures and languages, including hebrew (יוֹסֵף), greek (Ιωσήφ/ioseph), arabic (يوسف/yusuf), and russian (Иосиф/iosif).

his surname, desaulniers, is distinctly french-canadian and derives from "des aulniers" meaning "of the alder trees" or "from the alder grove." alder trees in european folklore were associated with magical properties and transformation—trees that could bridge worlds, which fits perfectly with joseph's ability to create a photographic world that mirrors reality. his french background (implied by the surname desaulnier... though we all know what he is) connects to the early development of photography.

also a little fun fact, desaulniers is a ghost town in ontario! maybe joseph will become a tim horton's manager in another life. ┐(´∀`)┌

closing thoughts


the characters literally exist in a time of exploration and cross-cultural exchange, and their names subtly reinforce this historical context. but what's even more striking is how often the etymology perfectly aligns with character abilities and personalities: luca and "light," orpheus and his mythological journey between worlds, joseph and his ability to "add" moments through photography. (i still know what you are.)

i honestly think that the devs didn't pick these names at random, i mean, they could've literally just went through a site of baby names and picked the most popular or cool sounding ones from the 19th century... but to me, it's the kind of detail most people might never consciously notice, but it contributes to the feeling that this world has been carefully constructed. and like i said, the fact that many of these names were particularly popular during the 19th century shows attention to historical accuracy. netease actually did their homework for once (⊙ω⊙)

literally, names are more than just labels—they're our first introduction to a character and carry hidden meanings that shape our perceptions. in a game like idv where the line between reality and illusion is constantly blurred, these linguistic connections serve as subtle anchors, tying characters to cultural histories and mythologies that extend far beyond the manor's walls. (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

snowflake challenge #4

Jan. 8th, 2026 04:58 pm
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Challenge #4: Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page
Any website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!

I'm currently attempting to write a platonic Hanahaki fic, so I've been looking up different flowers and their meanings. The last website I was on was Alamanc - Flower Meanings, though the website itself is based off The Farmer's Almanac and has other information, such as gardening tips and recipes.

snowflake challenge #3

Jan. 8th, 2026 04:17 pm
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Challenge #3:
Write a love letter to fandom. It might be to fandom in general, to a particular fandom, favourite character, anything at all.

Where do I even start? Fandom has been such a big part of my life and even when I thought I left, I seem to keep finding my way back and don't have any regrets over that. I remember discovering FFN and then LJ and creating my own in 2007. How weirdly nervous I felt about writing my first fanfic because while I used to write stories as a kid, I felt exposed and self conscious since it was my first time dealing with established characters and also my first fic happened to be m/m. I was 19, fairly sheltered growing up, and a lot naive. Smallville was a big fandom but I felt really welcomed. Sure, I landed myself in some drama now and then, and have said/done things that I wish I hadn't, but I made so many friends. Had way more wonderful, meaningful interactions, than ugly ones. Got to try things and learn things that I wouldn't have thought to if I hadn't joined in on fandom. Improved my writing naturally with practice. Got some great feedback - both kind and useful, over the years.

I was mostly in the one fandom so when the show ended, I gradually grew away from it, and life getting busier coincided with it. I did go back to reading fanfic but I thought I was done writing it. Until 2020. When the pandemic started and I began WFH, I suddenly felt the urge to write. Not just write but for my original fandom (Smallville), for my original ship (Clark/Oliver). I didn't know how I would fit in anymore or how to make friends. I felt like I was worse at it than I was back then.

But fandom may have changed, in look, in pace, in location, but it was still as welcoming as ever. I was able to reconnect with old friends. Find new friends. And even in recent times, get closer to a friend because of our shared fandom/ship! I got to run an AO3-based exchange ([community profile] rarefemslashexchange is on its fifth year! :D) and it always delights me both when new people join in and I can recognize older usernames.

I know I'll always be a little withdrawn - after all these years, I'm still shy about giving my real name online, but the people here have been supportive and accepting of the parts I'm willing to share. The community aspect and how all of us, so different from each other, and in various places all around the globe, can connect and meet and talk to people we would've never run into otherwise. It's a gift. It brings me joy. And I'm so glad I can be apart of it. I hope I can continue to be for as long as possible. :)

The Crud

Jan. 8th, 2026 03:56 pm
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It's pretty common for me to get sick around Christmas. I always see my family who live in another province, whether we go to them or they come to us, and we all swap cold viruses with which to ring in the New Year. This was a "come to us" year, which was the only easy thing about the holiday this time.  

I had to put my 17-year-old dog to sleep. The writing had been on the wall since June, but a pair of prescription painkillers helped his last legs carry him much farther than I expected! That extra time was precious, and finite, and ran out 2 days before Christmas.  

That alone would have made for a heavy week, but then other family members were beset by serious health events. By the time my sister went home again we were making jokes at each other about what a month the week had been. By the time my parents left I was battling an incipient cold which then laid me dramatically low.  

I don't think I had COVID? Testing is no longer easy to access, but I've had verified COVID in the past and this didn't feel the same. It certainly wasn't influenza. I think it was just a garden-variety cold virus having a particularly vigorous party in the body of someone sad and tired. And did it ever party: nose and sinuses and throat and ear canals and larynx and lungs, up and down and all around, leaving so much disgusting yellow crud (hence the name) in its wake that clearing it left me more exhausted than the bug itself.  

I was mostly better by Tuesday of this week, enough to work, albeit masked because I still had laryngitis and needed to blow my nose sometimes. I'd say I'm all the way better today, really - but still sad. I picked up my dog's ashes today, and a terracotta impression of one of his little paws, and dropped off most of his things that were clean and in good shape for donation. I don't expect to own another dog for a long time, if ever; if that day comes, shopping for new supplies will be a pleasure, not a chore.  

One could see this as an inauspicious beginning to the year, but I'm choosing to see my bout with The Crud as more "out with the old, in with the new." I have a metaphorically sore heart and a literally sore upper respiratory tract, but The Crud has passed on and I'm still standing. 

And still writing! I won't jinx myself by saying anymore that book 5 is almost done, but I am still nurturing a small spark of excitement for eventually sharing a new story, confident that I can let that spark grow soon.

The joys of housecleaning

Jan. 8th, 2026 09:44 am
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Happy 2026! Surprisingly, the new year has not brought much more rain in this part of the world than last year. It's been strangely dry this season, and moving across the border between that part of the solar revolution and this part of the solar revolution hasn't made much of a difference. Yes, I'm trying to be funny and sarcastic, and it really isn't working, is it?

The holiday season was the same for us as it's always been, which is pretty much just the same day-to-day as every other season. Mum-in-law was a little less annoying than usual, calling on both Christmas Eve and Christmas to ask how we liked what she sent us, and then calling every day after that for a week to ask if we'd received the card she sent (which we never did, as I think about it). It's not that it was a special card or had anything extra in it. It was just late (or lost) and she wanted to make sure it got to us (and that we thanked her for it; that's her real goal). I don't know why she doesn't pack the card in the box with the presents when she sends them.

Anyway, more behind the cut.

Read more... )

Done with the Mega Icon Upload

Jan. 8th, 2026 12:44 pm
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If you unfollowed me because I was updating so many icons, I'm done now and probably will never do that many at once again. Sorry about that! Just had a backlog to make up for.

snowflake challenge #2

Jan. 7th, 2026 04:05 pm
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Challenge #2: Pets of Fandom
Loosely defined! Post about your pets, pets from your canon, anything you want!

I don't have any pets of my own. Dogs are cute, but ever since I was a kid, I was more into cats. However, my parents didn't want a pet and to be honest, I'm self aware enough to know that I wouldn't be able to take care of one. The first apartment we lived in when we moved to California was nice in the sense that there were other people with pets my sister and I could play with. Our upstairs neighbor had four cats and two dogs! They were all very sweet.

My favorite fictional pet is definitely Salem from Sabrina The Teenage Witch. That sarcastic cat was really funny and definitely one of the best parts of the show. I also have a soft spot for Luna from Sailor Moon. I watched Homeward Bound way too many times and I love all three of them but Sassy was the best.

And of course, Shelby from Smallville (see icon). That dog was adorable and I was always happy when they let him pop in. He literally saved Clark's life! And he had good taste, because he liked Lois right away, even when Lois was ... apprehensive. My sister still calls him "Clarkie" though!

As far as my current fandom goes, I'm not trying to fall into stereotypes but I do stand by the belief that they should let Buck get a dog (so close in s8!) and Eddie get a cat. It would be adorable. :)

Snowflake Challenge: Challenge #4

Jan. 7th, 2026 05:46 pm
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Challenge #4

Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page: Any website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!

[personal profile] lebateleur shared some incredible resources on digital privacy in their response to this challenge, and I feel compelled to continue sharing with all internet denizens who will listen the good news of reclaiming control of your data.

Get started with the Cyber Cleanse Guide! So far my personal favorite recommendation in this absolute treasure trove is keeping your payment information secure using privacy.com.

Later in the guide is a section about cutting down on tracking through your phone by switching to a more private operating system, rather than the oh-so-ubiquitous iOS or Android. I personally am a big fan of Graphene OS, but there are other options out there (Sailfish being another that is new-to-me and that I will certainly be looking further into).

And if you want to go an extra step and get your computer off of running Windows or Mac, you can always try Linux! Linux Mint is often recommended for those just getting started with making the switch, but KDE Plasma is also an excellent option I've seen.


Снежнике-Вызов
Вызов 4:

Рекомендуйте содержание вашей последней страницы: любой веб-сайт, который вам нравится, будь то фанфики, искусство, социальные сети или что-то более эксцентричное!

В своем ответе на этот вызов [personal profile] lebateleur поделилась некоторыми замечательными ресурсами по цифровой конфиденциальности, и я чувствую себя обязанным продолжать делиться хорошими новостями о восстановлении контроля над вашими данными со всеми пользователями Интернета, которые хотят это услышать.

Начните с Cyber Cleanse Guide (и прошу прощения за то, что не перевела весь сайт)! До сих пор моя личная любимая рекомендация в этом сокровище - обеспечить безопасность вашей платежной информации с помощью privacy.com.

В гиде также есть раздел о том, как уменьшить отслеживание через телефон, перейдя на более конфиденциальную операционную систему вместо повсеместно распространенных iOS или Android. Мне лично нравится Graphene OS, но есть и другие варианты (Sailfish еще один, который для меня новый и который я обязательно рассмотрю более подробно).

А если вы хотите пойти еще дальше и отказаться от использования Windows или Mac на своем компьютере, вы всегда можете попробовать Linux! Linux Mint часто рекомендуют тем, кто только начинает переход на Linux, но KDE Plasma тоже является отличным вариантом, как я заметил.

✦ oc thoughts

Jan. 7th, 2026 08:54 pm
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one of my traits when it comes to my autism is constantly reading into my friends or mutuals. meaning, i want to know all there is to know about their interests, including ocs, ideas, AUs, and anything creative. i love learning about the creative processes of my friends, and i especially get inspired very easily by seeing what my friends do creatively. i have a tendency to mimic certain behaviors, such as right now, i'm writing a longer journal entry as one of my mutuals on dreamwidth writes lengthy entries.

i discovered a really lovely original character, and i've noticed that this oc has so much love and care put into them it's inspiring, genuinely. i know nothing about genshin impact (except that i have a scaramouche shrine because one of my alters is a yumejoshi with him), but from what i have read about the oc's profile, i feel like they're part of the canon. the amount of tender loving care put into the oc and their profile and even the blog reminds me of my own oc, mihkel.

sadly, i don't draw, so any art of my ocs is very limited and some of the art drawn of him were made by people that i no longer want involved in my or even mihkel's life.

a history of mihkel rebane )

this is absolutely NOT a bash or complaint against artists. i respect artists. drawing is hard, perhaps just as hard as writing. in my head, a sketch is about 5,000 words, and a fully rendered, colored full-body piece is 100,000 words. it takes lots and LOTS of effort. i am simply expressing how lonely it is to be a writer on a place meant mostly for artists and visual media. not to mention, i am visually impaired, so drawing is a little tricky. i lack any visuals of most of my ocs, and i sadly do not know the artists who did draw most of my ocs back when i "commissioned" via amino coins on the app amino (traumatic experience), so i don't see the point in updating my toyhou.se. and it seems like no one really... wants to deal with those who use picrew/doll makers in place of art. and traditional art is often overlooked.

on a more positive note! the dedication that some people have with their ocs is... breathtaking. overwhelmingly so. it makes me a little sad because of my inability to draw digitally, and i can't afford to buy commissions no matter how badly i want to support artists. i have lore upon lore of my characters, i can talk about my characters and write for hours talking about mihkel, horatiu, elmira, and all of my gijinkas as well as my identity v ocs, especially elian, my self-insert.

maybe one day i will gain the ability to draw digitally. for now, i bought a ton of drawing books and guides, and i have a few more books coming in the mail. my resolution is to learn how to draw, and to draw every day as long as my physical health allows it. i have disabilities in my wrists and joints, so sometimes drawing can be difficult. especially since i hold my pencil weirdly.

anyway, maybe i will write a master post about my main ocs. mihkel and horatiu are two of the most developed ocs i have in the meie maakera project, while sora is my oldest and most beloved oc. i hope that even without visuals, that my ocs will be pleasant to learn about.

also, check out the site i linked in the beginning of this post! [personal profile] asuraid has a lot of beautiful art of her oc. :D

✦ some journal updates

Jan. 7th, 2026 07:14 pm
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you can probably see that i've deleted a lot of entries. i feel like i ramble and talk a lot, and honestly i really like how dreamwidth has different privacy levels. sometimes there are things that i don't want the world to see, and sometimes i want to talk to myself by marking my posts as private. it's really helpful for when i want to move all negativity away from others' reading pages. (occasionally i'll have an access-only rant, but always under a cut.)

so i was thinking about doing a little bit of housekeeping, especially when it comes to tagging. tagging is both a nightmare and a godsend, because here, tags are for the journal owner rather than the "algorithm" that places like tumblr depend on. you can't even get a single reblog there unless you want to pay for them to "blaze" your post, which is the dumbest thing honestly.

anyway, some plans that i have:

✦ staying on-topic
i will try to make my posts a bit longer, using cuts as needed, and i'll try to stay on-topic. i tend to get out of it sometimes when i talk, distracted usually, and sometimes i trail off and ramble about completely different topics in the middle of a post. i've always been that way, the type who talks a lot especially when nervous. so i'm going to try to do that and keep all posts on-topic to whatever the subject is.

✦ using a tagging system
tagging, as i said earlier. i will try to look through some of my subscriptions and see how others sort their tags for inspiration, since i think it would really help me develop my own organization system by seeing how others do it. tagging is a hassle sometimes, but it really helps keep my journals organized. i also like how nesting works on dreamwidth, and it's easier on the eyes (and the brain) whenever things are nested. sometimes i feel like i don't do it right, but whenever i do plan to tidy up everything i'll take a look at how others do it.

✦ cross-post fanworks to [community profile] fleurseraphine
this is my writing journal/community that is semi-private as of right now, but i plan on moving my longer works over there. i'm not sure what i'll do about my drabbles, but i do plan on moving longer works such as my one shots over here, cross-posting from my ao3 page. it will take a while for sure, but honestly, i have over 60 works on ao3 and it's a labor of love. as for my chaptered works, i'm not sure yet about that. i'll take a peek around other journals and communities, similarly for tags, and see what others do.

✦ consider my subscriptions
i want to subscribe to others so that way i can read through others' curiosities and thoughts. sometimes, though, i feel too shy to subscribe because i'm worried that i might be overstepping, or i'm not someone that a person may want subscribing to. i post solely about identity v, and as dreamwidth is pretty fandom old, i don't really see a lot of fans my age. thankfully i haven't had any run-ins with newgen antis. on that note, i want to try and comment more on others' entries. i get very shy, especially during the [community profile] snowflake_challenge, but i want to at least pop in and say that i read someone's post and acknowledge them. sadly, with autism comes a lot of social anxiety and difficulties, especially if there is nothing related to my hyperfixation. but this is something i'm planning to work on for the new year, the same goes with commenting more on fanfics (especially commenting).

i believe that summarizes my plans? don't be shocked if i add more to this over the course of the month.

✦ snowflake challenge 04

Jan. 7th, 2026 06:18 pm
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day four of [community profile] snowflake_challenge! i'm back on track for now. click here to see all of my snowflake 2026 posts!

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[community profile] snowflake_challenge question #4: Rec The Contents Of Your Last Page. Any website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!




really, the only website that i enjoy the most is archive of our own, but i also have my own website that i built during a hypomania episode. i haven't updated it since last month (year), but i'm very proud of it and i might tidy it up.

i also enjoy dreamwidth, of course. this is my new home, as social media has grown rotten. too much negativity in the fandom environment. i have fandom fatigue at this rate, so i stick to only dreamwidth and more quiet corners of the internet. i also prefer to stick to quiet/private discord servers, though lately i've had no desire to talk in any fandom/multi-fandom space due to negativity and bragging culture.

negativity aside, AO3 and dreamwidth are my digital escapes.

here are some fic recs (and self-recs because i'm a cheeky bastard~):

my fanfic recommendations )

i guess that concludes today's challenge! let me know if you leave a kind comment on the fics i recommended, it would make me happy to know that others are being given the love they deserve for their labor. be sure to mind all tags. don't like? don't read.
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Snowflake Challenge: Three men wearing santa hats standing on the beach at sunset

Challenge 4: Any website that you like, be it fanfiction, art, social media, or something a bit more eccentric!
The myNoise site has been getting a LOT of use from me since I found out about it a few months ago! It has a wealth of different ambience presets, but you also have the option of creating your own based on your own needs! I mostly use it a lot for both writing and creating ambience while I'm reading, but recently I've also found it nice for creating rain sounds while I'm trying to clear my head after a long day. Figured this was a site that not a lot of folks knew about and just wanted to share!

✦ thoughts on an ongoing wip

Jan. 7th, 2026 05:54 pm
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since i've been sick for pretty much the whole year, i have had pretty much zero energy for anything that isn't bedrest and watching crime shows on tv. i really feel bad, because i feel like i owe my mutual a proper chapter of my current joker/mike long fic, erasing myself from the narrative. the last chapter i posted, people expressed how it felt like it was "over as soon as it began", and it made me feel like my word count has to be precise. i know i shouldn't let comments dictate my writing, but sometimes my brain just gets like that.

i didn't lose any motivation to work on my jokermike fic, the only thing is, it was a fic i began writing around chanukah of last year. i actually based some of the events in the fic off of some real world events that have happened to me, namely the group chat and the exclusion. joker is, essentially, me in a way that isn't a self-insert, but he's experiencing similar things to me. that's kind of a theme in many of my modern setting fics. the only difference is it's mostly fantasy or preplanned events.

in any case, i feel like i owe joker and mike a positive ending. technically the story would be over, but my chapter titles are specific dates; currently, the latest chapter is christmas eve morning, and there are two chapters left of my story: christmas day (midnight), and i was thinking about having chapter twelve be a 'bonus scene' on new year's eve.


i'm not quite sure, though, since technically the story would have ended on december 24.

spoilers ahead: )

some more thoughts about how i might proceed with my jokermike fic. i spoke to my partner and one of my mutuals over discord about a possible side-story between norton and orpheus, who have really only gained more screen time in later chapters during a situation joker put himself into. they're married in the fic, but i kind of want to explore their relationship, either after winter break, or even during. i was thinking about re-reading my jokermike fic, and maybe writing it from orpheus's perspective. it will essentially be the same story as joker's, but instead, it focuses on orpheus's perspective and how he categorized joker as a 'tragic protagonist' in his own 'narrative'.

i actually have the perfect title for this side story: "no one else was in the room where it happened", since it actually fits the situation joker and edgar were in. no one was there for joker in the beginning, though joker did push mike away when mike realized what was happening.

spoilers, TW for self-harm: )

right now, the conflict has been resolved, and essentially i could have ended chapter ten with just the phone call between luca and joker, but i wanted to, at the time, continue until new year's eve. i don't really know how i would write the day after christmas, since i would have to write more filler chapters. (to be fair, chapter ten was short because it was a filler, but also because i wasn't feeling well during the writing process and i figured a shorter chapter is better than no chapter.)

sometimes i put too much work on myself when i write, and it's something i need to work on. i just really like writing, even if it's something indulgent such as this jokermike fic, but i also sometimes just want to impress people and feel like i really do belong in the writing community. this is for another likely access only post.

in all, i think i'll just let my jokermike fic sit for a while until i actually find the motivation to keep going. i was thinking about how many chapters it would have, and i want to give myself maybe two more chapters, but i want to write christmas day and new year's eve/new year's day. the problem is most of my chapters are around 4 - 6k long, some longer than others, and i'm not sure how i would write a 6k long chapter with no conflict.

i might have some ideas that i'll brainstorm over the course of the month. i did make it my goal to finish my jokermike fic by june 30, but i'm not really sure if i'm confident enough to commit to it. i think i'll give it a shot, and if i can't, then i'll maybe wait and give myself time to recharge. i have other fics that i want to talk about later on, namely my latest chapter fic, someone to hate, which is my frederick/joseph/orpheus love triangle fic that only has one chapter.

of course, there is also ars moriendi, the new version. this fic means a LOT to me, as the original AM was my very first long fic. i wrote it during a pretty major hypomania episode, which is why the plot is a little scattered. i never outline, i feel like every second i outline is a second i could be using to write.

but AM will have its own journal entry. for now, i just need to let my jokermike fic sit until i can bring myself to give them an ending they deserve. i like to tease my mutual about adding more conflict, but i think that my story is already over, so there wouldn't be a point.

as for my nortpheus side story, i'll maybe give it a shot whenever i do eventually conclude joker's story.
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Snowflake Challenge: Three men wearing santa hats standing on the beach at sunset

Challenge 3: Write a love letter to fandom. It might be to fandom in general, to a particular fandom, favourite character, anything at all.

If we keep it short and sweet then my “love letter to fandom” would just be me singing the song “Would You Fall in Love with Me Again” from the Epic the Musical soundtrack at the top of a mountain to proclaim my love to Mozus Trein b/c it’s what he deserves. 😤

That aside, despite all of the flaws and faults of the Twisted Wonderland and FFXIV fandoms, I’m happy I found em. Through those games I found some of my closest friends, and I wouldn’t trade that for anything. ❤️

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hi, welcome to my little corner of the internet! i'm mike or fleur! twenty-something year old girl who loves writing, worldbuilding, and prompts. i adore fantasy and fairytale worlds/elements, medieval european settings, and forensics & crime plots.

i tend to write a lot of dark fanfics, and many of my works will contain elements of kidnapping, stalking, dub/noncon, pseudo/incest, murder mysteries, psychological horror, mind break, and some other darker topics that i enjoy somewhat in private. i firmly live by "ship and let ship" and do not tolerate harassment or abuse.

i believe that "DNIs" are redundant and blocking is easier than simply telling strangers not to interact. but my blog will contain adult content, and if you are a child under 18, do not attempt to contact me or interact with me or my posts.

my yumejoshi stance: i'm perfectly okay with non-sharing yumejoshi! however, i might be more anxious and protective of my fictional others due to traumatic experiences. i will not harass, bully, or block you if we share the same fictional other. my only request is to please not bring it up. i am especially this way with joker. i am only non-sharing when it comes to my original characters.

my default fandom is identity v, however i don't particularly follow the lore and have my own worldbuilding set-ups, AUs, and personal interpretations/headcanons. my main ship is alva/joseph, but i also ship joker/mike, joseph/aesop, luca/alva, emil/luca, and joseph/claude. i'm multi-ship and original character/canon friendly as well! i do ship my originals and self-inserts with joker specifically.

my other fandom is fire emblem, but specifically three houses! i don't write much for three houses, but my favorite ship is miklan/byleth, but i also ship dimitri/felix and ferdinand/dimitri. my favorite character is linhardt!

outside of writing and fandom, i enjoy gardening, listening to the radio, photography, teaching myself russian, and spending all day in bed lounging with my cat. i also like to travel and play sudoku or trivia games.

if you’re 18+ and want to connect, please comment below so we can get to know each other!



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